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Name: aix
Location: Manila, Philippines
Birthday: 10/20/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: i love music.. lol..im boring yet interesting.. weird and confused...
Message: message me
Yahoo:  yonkee12
Member Since:
1/27/2005
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sometimes i wish i could stop my heart from
beating...
from thinking, from feeling...
this week is actually the 2nd to the last week of LNK in dellastrada.
Im sure im gonna miss my kids from 6-5. *sigh* how time flies.. PLUS!
im gonna miss my new friends:: like,, some from the execom,
abrillo and delgado brothers, the fernandez sisters, pat, the
pagdanganan brothers, chreesy, lugxi, kat, VJ!(the story teller in
laglagan blues), debbie!, the ochoa sisters.. etc.. awwwwww....
sad thing is, i wasn't able to join them for the sportsfest today. coz
i have a seminar in the parish today and it ends on sunday night na. i
bet it's gonna be fun. i know i need this seminar, i need my God. :)
i talked to paeng last night (one of the pagdanganan brothers),and he
told me that delibs (deliberations) would be on wednesday next week. he
kinda freaked me out when he started asking himself, "kaya ba ni aix
toh?!" stuff entered my mind.. stuff like: "teka teka, anong klaseng
delibs ba yan? i don't have DEBATING POWERS!!.. " (weh.)
okay, so whatever.
im such a moody person and i practically hate me being like that. it hinders me from having fun with friends... (nyerk)..
F.Y.I. im eating UBE for breakfast. im the only one in the house eh, tamad magluto ng hatdowg. :)
REaLiZATION! summer's about to end already!!! i don't wanna jump to the
next level and yet i know i need to... some things keep on holding me
back! like, fear of goin to college, fear of leaving all my childish
stuff behind. if you come to think of it:: if not now, when pa diba?
*phew* there are so many things ahead of me like, chemistry, prom....
nyerk... Im just so scared.. see! this proves i don't like changes!
F.Y.I:: still eating ube.
okay,, so going back to school isn't that bad.. at least, im gonna see
my friends again.. my Boppy barkada:: kaye, rizzi, aileen, cess, marga,
anna.. and of course, my other barkadas...(friendster::
mail_boppy_7@yahoo.com)
hay nako,, my mom promised me a haircut this week. but how will she do
that?? yesterday was the only day i stayed home and she's not there!
*phewey* i miss her though... ndi na kami nakakapagbonding lately
eh.. im so not in the house almost everyday.. and so's she.
im excited for the youth encounter... i need to talk to God narin kc..
i feel so damned lost. in a day, about a hundred *shits* come from my
mouth.. ironically, shit should come from the other end - the bottom
right? *phewey*.. my mouth is so dirty. i hope they have confession
there in the seminar - i really need it.
im goin back nxt week and i'll try to update you guys ulet! ingat
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| today is tiring...very much
I joined this thing in dellastrada katipunan.It's some summer program for the marginalize sector (kids) of balara. So im tutoring kids of 11 up...haha we teach english. | | |
| Hello, im still here, all that's left of yesterday... | | |
| wuthering heights is a novel full of sandess, grief, pain and revenge. | | |
| *introduction-piano plays
playground school bell rings.....again
rain clouds come to play...again
has no one told you she's not breathing?
hello, i'm your mind
giving you someone to talk to...hello?
If I smile and don't believe
soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me
I'm not broken...
hello? I'm the lie, living for you
so you can hide... don't cry
Suddenly i know im not sleeping...
Hello! I am still here..
all that's left of yesterday.....
*hello+evanescence* | | |
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